It was not an intention to disregard the fact that something good might root from a beginning wherein you and me could have advance into a more fruitful and meaningful meetings.
The usual hello and hi includes gazing at floors or staring at some things afar. Admittedly, this daily routine that we practice makes me contemplate on the way you scrutinized my personality. Am I too condescending? That is how I surmised things from your perspective. I wish there is a way we could meet halfway so you'd drop the idea about this enormous impression that you might probably have about me. If you only knew how much I wanted to spill a 2-letter word for quite long time but in reality a simple "Hi" doesnt really require effort and confidence but with the force that has been hampering between us, things has become more perplexed.
Except this day. I badly needed to talk to you not because I have a feeling to suffice but I really have to, well its work-related actually. I've plan when and how to talk to you but none of it have ever been executed. Fate has its funny way of toying with two fools in the most bizarre way. When I took the chance to talk to you, I then realized how handsome your face glow when you smile and talk. But I cant gaze much longer because the feeling is just too much to control. Its tormenting. I horribly, horribly forgot to also take the opportunity to demonstrate a beautiful impression for you to realize a different splendid side of me so you could immediately replace the thought you have about me from the beginning. I think I was in a haste to squeeze everything in that split moment just to catch a moment with you wherein I could not possibly have, I even forgot the things you said a while back, I was too busy registering your face on memory.
Then something else happened.
Am I still too condescending? Makes me cry.
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