Old Friends, A Book, And A Cake

It's a beautiful feeling seeing old friends once again. The feeling is sustained a few minutes or so and then afterwards you remember the reasons why you weren't in contact with them anymore and then suddenly felt that you wanted to run away as quickly as possible because the sustained excitement of seeing them has subsided and now its reality.

Anyways, the only reason I met with them was because I have an important matter to get to from where they work and from where I used to work and decided to spend a few minutes hanging out with people I missed seeing and then leave upon boredom existed. But its always a good feeling seeing old friends ONLY in a limited time though.

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I indulge myself once again in a book. I cant help it I guess. There are more books left at home waiting to be read. If only I can spare plenty time reading them, I would. Work pre-occupy my time for reading. But I am beginning to read one book a week (okay, two books at a time, well sometimes) because I cant missed out on these great writings and let them collect dust for no apparent purpose. I must read them all.

I also bought a cake for my mother because its her 64th birthday. I love the cake although the taste was something so familiar. I remembered making the same frosting of that cake, hmmm....

Now, I have school tasks to attend to. Finals is nearly within reach. I must start computing grades and start preparing myself for whatever scenario might happen.

Gruesome.

A Loop Of Desolation

I just cant help but feel miserable whenever I feel I am left hanging, waiting for something to happen but in reality has the most possibility that it will never happen. Its too painful hoping for nothing but on the other end of the line says there will always be hope but in reality there's nothing really.

Emptiness is anticipated after such blissful conversation but most of the time is left hurt at the end. The next day is another day in waiting for something so usual and again aspiring for an enormous change. Alas, an alteration occur but the change was something so annoying which made it more agonizing and its becoming more exhausting at the end of the day.

When will it cease? I want more but its taking too long. Should I patiently wait? Is it the right path? Too many unresolve matter only time will tell. But how long? It's killing me.

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