Monday, June 19, 2006

On Music Note

Melody really never ceases to amaze me. I just recently heard some songs from her other band called red Lily. Their music makes you recall Cocteau Twins and Slowdive but in a totally unique way - the melody way!

Its like when you hear her sing, it suddenly lift your spirit and u feel your body floating on air...makes you think positively good about yourself although the lyrics might seem a bit traumatic. Actually her ethereal kind of music doesnt really focuses on the lyrics itself because her voice is the instrument and the music already.

Its too bad SH cant find anyone to replace melody, she's the only specie left to do the un-do-able!--5 years.

Monday, June 12, 2006

Make Me An Escape Tunnel, Please...

I want to get out of this loop. I feel that I am stuck in this dimension where there is no progression. Grrrr….

I feel so sick and tired doing things that I feel so pressured doing. Actually, nobody really dictated that I do this and do that, I just felt that it’s an unspoken responsibility. I dunno who I am pleasing with-probably them, others or myself. Who am I kidding? This is insanely ridiculous, I swear!

The hell I'm talking about? Well a lot of things. Don’t you just feel bored and lonely doing something that doesn’t make you feel complete or satisfying? Cant I just do things that I love to do and not be bragged about it????

This as an ultimate goal ---- finished grad school, and obtained US Dietitian’s license then after that Id do the thing that I love doing in the first place- music! Id concentrate on making music, producing music or whatknot as long as I'm stuck with music, that fine with me… This is my passion—I feel this is the world I belong to. I know it..

But id still continue teaching, don’t worry!