The Last Lorelei Syndrome

Enigma by Sara Mansfield

One boy in one bathtub, one hour or more…
With great trepidation I open the door.
The bath towel’s soaked, and the wall’s dripping wet;
The floor and the rug make a swampy vignette.

In the soggiest, squishiest, squashiest land,
There is one thing I never could quite understand…
With buckets of water all over the place,
How under the sun does it all miss his face?

Peace Concert Invitation

pUNTa kAYO HA!

A Sad Story

Originally, the plan was to write a story of my life as a way of embracing this day wherein another year is added to my year’s existence. But I decided to continue writing my school assignment instead of writing a story of my life so in this case I would have to lessen the burden of school task and eventually this event may yet be another story to include in my life’s greatest achievements.(?)

Anyways, there’s really nothing much going on with life ever since the day I began to realize that I have a space in this world. I can tell you the story on how I learned to write my three given names, middle name and surname but then again, it will just cause boredom to this blog, which is already serving its purpose.

I have to go back writing my paper which is already causing mental stress and confusion…Twenty plus, plus, plus, (and going, and going) and I haven’t felt a bit of fulfillment. But fulfillment and/or achievements don’t necessarily reflect happiness, does it?

Misery is a company. Happy birthday to me.

Sesame Street

I grew up watching these cute puppets. I kinda miss these cute fellows, I wish I may have the chance to watch them again. *sigh*

I Have Two Hand

My hand is in pain.

Well, the condition is still tolerable but I’m scared that my hand’s condition might get worst if I don’t take care of it seriously.

It started with my left hand. I had some problem with my tendons on my left thumb which really gave me a hard time from moving and twisting my hands and wrist most of the time. I even went on a leave from playing guitar because of this condition. I already had it checked up with an ortho doctor. I was given medications at first but it didn’t work so we decided to give my hand some needle shots after few months of observation. Its been 2 weeks already and I’m experiencing some good results which I hope to last for a lifetime. If this will not work, then our next resort is surgery. It’s only a minor surgery though, but it still spells P-A-I-N.

During those times of pain and agony brought by my left hand, I had given my right hand a dose of work which I think has already gone beyond the limits of its capacity. I kinda put my left hand on rest for quite a while so not to put too much pressure on it. It turned out that I have problem with my right hand, specifically my pointing (for picking nose) finger and thumb. I am already experiencing difficulties in writing and typing. Imagine how I use the mouse for browsing when I use the computer – I use my middle finger for the left and right clicks.

Its really hard when you feel that something unusual is happening in your body and you cant just seem to get out of it that instant. Grrr… Worst part, Im a right-handed person. I depend on my right hand for all the works I do.

I must see my doctor again.

A Tragedy of Mind, Love And Realization

The world is just turning but let me stay still
What could I have done to deserve this?
Misery just cursed me
Tormenting my whole body from realization that

I couldn't hold time
I couldn't have you,
I couldn't have myself

Helpless,
Draining my mind.
Why not ceased this moment instead...
Just drown me now from where I am...