Just an alibi to excuse myself from not posting on my blog? tsk tsk...
Its true! I have been very busy lately with work at school handling 2 jobs in one day. Teaching 3 classes in one day. screaming for 7 hours in a day to students who are not interested in learning but I force myself to do what I was tasked to do... to teach. I was paid to do that anyways. Its really exhausting. At the end of the day, I always feel an anvil falling from the rooftop and always land right on my head. Its really exhausting and I am not enjoying this anymore...but i have no choice. this the only thing i can do.
We'll see what happen next. We'll see...
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
Lazy Academician, Lazy Musician (Part Time Magician); Cool Rhymes...hehehe
Work has eaten up my chance to write on my personal blog...NOT! Its just my excuse. I'm so lazy to write on my blog although Ive got so many thoughts thats been waiting to be executed by writing here. Just so lazy...lazy...lazy. Lazy Lorelei has eaten up my being like a monster that I cant seem to get rid of. At least its a beautiful monster, which got the most beautiful music ever created. Beautiful music!!! original and extraordinary!twee and indie.fair and glee.thats what its meant to be.(I should be posting this at lazy's blog,oh well,it end up here, so the post remains here)
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A passion and vocation basically describes the nature of my work. I revolve in the world of books and recitations, testpapers and examinations, grades and dropouts. not everyone dream of doing what I do. few people are willing to do what I do.Some do it because they need money.Some do it because they were left with no other options. And there were some who find commitment and dedication to working as teachers. Which category do I fall? hehehe...I believe at the latter part, or thats how I wish I am or hope to be or probably me...
I have been in this field for 2 years already. Had stop for one semester because of uncontrollable situation (another story to tell). Then I came back. I was so scared that I might have lost the spark to teach because I stopped for one semester. Fortunately, I felt that I still, somehow got that "spark" in my digestive system. I'm still trying to collate the remaining old feeling to make me feel satisfied. More so, trying to even get that better feeling, if allowed to, to get an even satisfying feeling.
To top it all and most importatly, I am cool with it...
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A passion and vocation basically describes the nature of my work. I revolve in the world of books and recitations, testpapers and examinations, grades and dropouts. not everyone dream of doing what I do. few people are willing to do what I do.Some do it because they need money.Some do it because they were left with no other options. And there were some who find commitment and dedication to working as teachers. Which category do I fall? hehehe...I believe at the latter part, or thats how I wish I am or hope to be or probably me...
I have been in this field for 2 years already. Had stop for one semester because of uncontrollable situation (another story to tell). Then I came back. I was so scared that I might have lost the spark to teach because I stopped for one semester. Fortunately, I felt that I still, somehow got that "spark" in my digestive system. I'm still trying to collate the remaining old feeling to make me feel satisfied. More so, trying to even get that better feeling, if allowed to, to get an even satisfying feeling.
To top it all and most importatly, I am cool with it...
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