Make Me An Escape Tunnel, Please...

I want to get out of this loop. I feel that I am stuck in this dimension where there is no progression. Grrrr….

I feel so sick and tired doing things that I feel so pressured doing. Actually, nobody really dictated that I do this and do that, I just felt that it’s an unspoken responsibility. I dunno who I am pleasing with-probably them, others or myself. Who am I kidding? This is insanely ridiculous, I swear!

The hell I'm talking about? Well a lot of things. Don’t you just feel bored and lonely doing something that doesn’t make you feel complete or satisfying? Cant I just do things that I love to do and not be bragged about it????

This as an ultimate goal ---- finished grad school, and obtained US Dietitian’s license then after that Id do the thing that I love doing in the first place- music! Id concentrate on making music, producing music or whatknot as long as I'm stuck with music, that fine with me… This is my passion—I feel this is the world I belong to. I know it..

But id still continue teaching, don’t worry!